purple~rain

well, after dressed and kit-make-over by me, he waited me in my outside dorm. with all my shining-shy face and all buterflies on my stomach i go to meet him in, he waited me with his bike, then suddenly the rain falling and aaaaaa what should we do? :’( and after the huge struggle and sacrifice aaand no ask from me absolutely, then suprising me, we arrived at sky-dinning resto, sooo romantic and lovable place and cold surely. yeah we going to dinner at ‘takigawa meet bar in the sky’

hellyeah, i really super speechless and blushing like a shy girl. then we did it! romantic dinner in his way that sooooo lovable ♥

here’s some awesome picts

and after we finished with a dinner, and i thougt that that moment sooo amazing and precious but the story not end-ed just like that. suddenly he said that i have to close my eyes for a while.. after waiting fo a moment when i opened my eyes he showed me an awesome video about my birthday from my besties, lovable friends, sisters, and him! aaaaaa speecless and tears comes slowly from my eyes. i feels like princess in one day and its truly my best birthday i ever had. and he’s also give me a sweet rose and the gift and i feels like so damn hard happy, joyfull, charming, blushing, blessed and a lots of sweet words that can’t describe what i feel rite now. Thakns Allah, thanks Bronto Latief, thanks all dear friends, and surely lovely family :”)

and here’s the video, thankyou for all participantss :’)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=82SwKfyoMug

and for the last,

i would like to thankyou for Allah to gives me all this happiness, for some miracles and give me a chance to be a real woman, and to reach some dreams on the future and always have a best ways to blessed me to be a better person and be thankfull to you. Thanks, dear Lord of the world O:)

also my lovely fam, i love you all with all my whole life espsecially for my super-woman in this world :’) thanks mom, thanks for always be there for me, thanks for your struggle and sacrifice to dedicate your life to the only one babygirl. i love you, really, i promise i’m gonna make you proud someday, but now the things i can do is to always praying for you, to be always health, long last, tough, struggle, reach your goals and always be my hero till the rest our life. and so for my grandma, grandpa, and daddy on the heaven, may Allah gives you all the best place on His side. Amin.

and surely to all dear my besties friends, d’sc, fakir in this world, delphia’s angel, collage and senior high school friends. lucky me to have all of you in my precious life. you all guys totally awesome :))

and for the last, a bunch of thanks for my dearest Bronto Latief. no word can describe how i feel and how kindfull of you are. you’re totally completly my life, you’re an ending of this happy story line, you’re the core of the atom in my life, you’re the best damn thing that i ever had in my life. Thanks for this 365days and YOU = LIFE. hmm really no idea to describe this feeling. i really adore with you’re personality, the way you lead me to your life to be a real woman to face the reality of this life and silly me i can’t did like what you did to me. and all i know is i would like to said Thankyou for all your love and life :’)

i love you, till the skyfall ♥

hello, here i love to shared about my unforgettable moment on my movement from teenage-girl became a real woman :)

i can’t believe that day, what a sweetest day ever! can’t imagine that i’m a luckiest girl on my birthday in my whole life. And thanks Allah, to blessed me more that i deserved O:)

3 April 1993 - 3 April 2013 and 3 April 2012 - 3 April 2013 ♥

yeahtrue, my birth-day is same day with my anniv-day with my loveable-bf. and let’s the story begin…….

about 00.00 o’clock at 3rd April, my bf called me on the phone to said ‘happ birthday’ as the first person and saying about wishing and anniversary too! yess, honey i would be bettter one  for me and us, promise me :’)

and in the early morning after subuh praying, i get shocked cause someone knocked my door too loudly, then i get scared and quite then realized there’s someone outside, and i called my roommate ‘caay, caay….’ while opened the doors, then, suprising me! i got sweet surprise from my Delphi’s angel, my besties roommates ever :’)

and here they cute creation cake :))

thankyou guys, you all my sweet roommates and absolutely my Delphia’s angel till the end of the time :’) *lebaaay*

well, after my morning class i’m going back to my dorm, bored and nothing-to-do, just replied every text from anyone said ‘happ birthday’ to me, anyway thanks a bunch you all gergeous peoples :)) while then i thought i should take a bath so i’m gonna ready if someone take me out to go somewhere lol :p then after finished my shower and ‘lenyeh-lenyeh’ on my dorm suddenly someone opened my dorm, and not finish with the shocked, i got twice shocked with a lil-cute-awesome surprise form my boyfie and his friends aaaaaa speechless and blushing-me ;;) :$

here some pitcures mihihi :$

this, a leziiiis cheescake :9

shocked-speechless-blushing

with nindyy :$

with doniii, same date-birthday :3

with sisis neal and nisa :$

and here, my loveable boyfie ♥

while eating that leziiiis cheescake *slurp* not done yet with precious moment, i got surprise again form my besties on my collage yeah there are my ‘fakir in this world’ *hug* ayeey!

i love you all guys, alot :’)

and i feels like, aaaaaaa my life sooo fakin awesome, all guys arround me that completely that day, i should be thakfull person in this world :’)

then, i thought that should be enough for this day, but my bofie said ‘no’, there will be another happiness and joyfull that waiting for me and him, aaaa i feel like my heart will be exploded to waiting that surprising (again) moment. but my bf said that, there’s a some rules that i have to follow to play his game aaaw :$ and the rules are ‘don’t ask!’ don’t ask why this happened or some stupid question, okeeeey let’s enjoy the rules then, i think,.

                                                                              (to be continued)

the hardest thing in life is accepted someone old stories, even yours too

this year almost over. and huge change on this year. alot of tasks, activities, collage, some friends, family, life, love and so others. people not change, but the condition made it. more adult, mature, priority, and still looking forward for the ‘who i wanna be’ lots of random things everysingle day. still arrange my schedule life cause i think that my life kinda messy each day. i feel like, i’m too worried to face the future, think about all of my dreams that i would make it comes true. and make me worried everysingle nite before off to bed and feels like my head will exploded waiting the time bomb! woaaaaa! am i wrong for thing all suck think on my head?